She’s arrived in Dublin to play at the 02 later this week but Miley Cyrus is certainly not in the mood for a party if her latest tweets are anything to go by.
While many stars revel in a visit to our shores, it seems that Cyrus doesn’t look likely to see much more than the interior of her hotel, after posting a rambling message describing how she is going through a “nightmare” following the death of dog Floyd last month.
She also uploaded an emotional selfie for her followers, with the hashtag ‘saddayindublin’, before adding that she was being a “helplessly hopeless human” and was “ok with that”.
“Sad pupils are beautiful too…humans. We Looooove to feel sorry for ourselves don’t we…i’ve read we are one of the only species (among dolphins, pigs, some primates) that have sex for pleasure, but I would bet we are the ONLY creatures that put ourselves thru pain for please,” Cyrus, 21, wrote. “How many times have you laid in bed and cried when the sun is out shining. Your loved ones are out laughing, and there are thousands of brilliant books to be read…but CHOOSE to lay in a bed and indulge yourself in sadness. Today I am choosing to be that selfish human. There’s nothing I want more than to lay and drown this pillow in my tears & think about all my shoulda, coulda, wouldas,” read the lengthy message.
“I keep asking why would the world take my sweet boy from me? I’m just a baby myself…I depend on my mother still. She is the one at the end of the day I want to hold me when I’m sad, scared, lonely. Her one job in this world is to eel me out of harms way…I was Floyd’s mommy. I don’t know when the regret and the guilt will fade. I don’t know if it ever will.
“I feel like I let my boy down. My job was to protect him and I’m not a person that takes failure lightly…Today is one of those days where I can’t open the curtains to see the sun…open the windows to hear the world going on around me because to be honest I hate the fact that the world’s still spinning. I want it to stop…I want everyone’s heart to break the way my heart is breaking.
“No matter how much I cry or beg of ‘god’ to wake me up from this nightmare, it is what it is (at least that’s what everyone keeps reminding me). There’s no waking up from reality so today I am being a helplessly hopeless human & I’m ok with that.”
